1:45 Happy?

Jb's home. We're playing World of Warcraft. Priest and shaman. PvP. We're laughing. The cat's cute. Playful. She swats the "logoff" key on Jb's keyboard, and we're laughing as he has to reboot.

Ten minutes later, it's a numb sort of happiness, as if it's been blunted, or submerged under water. It's still there. I know I'm content, doing well, fine. But over that, there's a certain distance. As if knowing and feeling are separate functions.